AMY !

2010-06-07T21:17:00.000-07:00

Woo School holidayssssssssssss. Happy n looking forward for our GENTING TRIP. This round smthing special, we have a purple theme, that means alomost everyone will be wearing Purple top on our first day of trip. Interesting rite, sure very happening. imagine the whole bus ppl wearing purple, imagine such a big group of us.... haha almost 40 leh. Nt less,...................
This 2weeks is angel week, haha. i went out everyday. But i very kiasu, i make sure my alwis do sm assessment first b4 go out de hor.....
Then i oso cook sm porridge for them, cos outside food no good, sm1 always keep repeating in my ears. Woooooo
Rainy day today, shld be enjoying cos we going science centerrrrrr.
Alwis likes science center.

Okie so far sooo gd, just hope this holiday is a pleasant one.

2010-05-17T17:25:00.000-07:00

Nw everyday is miserable to me, i am nt happy, but i dun wan earvin to be difficult.
But i just wan to stay alone as a family.... but nt w her leh../.............I dun wan to get old, i wan to die b4 i am old, becos i dun wan next time when i am old, i being neglected by my children.
just becos i am kind to old ppl nt means that i shld be bullied.......................................................................................

2010-05-17T17:16:00.001-07:00

exams over, i am happy n relax.... but alwis nt that stress leh?

Hmmm i am living in hell nw, my parent in law staying at MY HOUSE...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. for 2 weeks, then she go back sharon there for 2 weeks.....
Funny de leh, i dun understand y sm ppl just cant get along w sm ppl. Me as example too...
I just dun like to stay w her honestly, but Earvin is toooooo fillial, so i had no choice but to accomodate. But w many needles in my stomach.
just first day staying at my place, she starts to chk my hse like MANAGER. Am i evil to say that, smtimes i feel i am evil, but sm ppl even more evil than me. Keep telling me
the way to cook..... alwis must wear clothes aft sch, chk my house, chk the toilet that the maid just wash, interrupt the way i teach my children, always keep saying dun eat outside food, wow liao, i realli wan to jump dwn from my flat...
Just 1 word, SICKKKKKKKKKKK
sick of everything, sick of being a human, just sick lah, idiot.
I dun noe hw long i can take it with ppl who interupt my DAILY LIFE.
sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2010-03-01T00:22:00.000-08:00

ZZZZZZZ march the first.
Blue monday, alwis was making noise when i woke him up in the morning.
Yesterday playing cards at mummy hse n reach hm abt 10pm
The kids were all too tired cos normally we slept at 9. Kekeke
went cwp w tracy n trio eat long john silver breakfast
forever this restaurant gt no aircon so hot .
Alwis hving chinese test this thur, so far i nt worried too much on his eng n maths. just abit worried on chinese. hope he can do well lah.
Sianzzz tot of sleeping nw, but my friends called up a few times asking about things . so fed up dun sleep liao.

2010-01-26T17:44:00.000-08:00

So far 3weeks in school. Alwis did well in both his chinese n english spelling. He oso did well in his worksheets frm schoool. But sometimes i just wonder if i hv put on too much pressure on him. Thats wat earvin say. alwis is lazy if he is nt being watched. so i always tell him if spelling gt mistakes he will get cane. so difficult to teach children now, hw cm mummy dun hv this problem when i was in pri school.

2010-01-14T00:50:00.000-08:00

Yesterday alwis had a stomache but he did not went to the toilet. until he cant hold on anymore he rush in to the toilet. that was too late, he wet his pants. luckily in school, the general office staff is very kind, they wash him up n gave him a new pair of uniform.
got scolding from me when reach hm, i told him nt to hold his urine or if he wans pass motion he have to go.
he is quite afraid to go toilet alone, so he rather hold on to it.

Everyday recess, he will go to the same food store, eat the same old thing.

2010-01-10T16:36:00.000-08:00

lol

2010-01-10T16:09:00.000-08:00

Monday again, today is the 2nd week of school. Alwis is coping well. Just yesterday he suddenly say he found a 10cents coin in the garden. As my surprise, he told me his buddy a pri 5 boy actually told him it was a gift for him becos he is good boy. haha, my boy was so innocent he realli believe wat his buddy said. i didn scolded him, but i told him that whenever he sees anything on the floor that doesnt belong to him, he should pick it up n bring it to the teacher.

I told him that is called honest. So he was quite sad n keep thinking that he may have did something wrong. he asked me wat is honest? he ask me hw to pass the money back to the teacher? he oso ask me he dun noe which 10cents is the 1 he picked up as his wallet oso hv a few 10cents?

i answered all his questions, then he is okie.

2010-01-07T19:30:00.000-08:00

Today is a sad day, 49days ago, he just left us without a word. without telling us to be good, without smiling to us before he closed his eyes, without wishing us the best, even without waving a bye to us. It is expected by everyone that he wont live any longer, neither any of us wanted to let him go, n is so contradicting that we wouldnt wan to c him suffer. Let go or not, is already not a choice by us, by him or even by doctors. He was just taken away peacefully.

Eversince this man left us, he left with us his laughter, his nagging, full of nice n funny memories.
He is a joker, he is a happy man, he is a proud person, he is a nice man.
he talks bad at time but that is just his character.

Gan dei, wherever u r nw, u r blessed w all our wishes. We hope that no matter where u go, where u r, u do always remember us just the way we remember u.

Love u always

Alwis is adapting fast in his new school, he have a great time this week. Everyday after school, he will tell me many stories about his class, happenings in school.

2010-01-03T17:30:00.000-08:00

Haha. 2010 first day of school 4 jan. Rain in the morning. make ppl feel more tired.
My boy looks good, seems to be able to cope in class when i secretly popped my head through the window outside his class.
His form teacher is a malay lady.
His kindergarden teacher was a malay too.
hope everything goes well.
I no need to worry his recess meal for the first three days.
the canteen will cater the students food.
They will have their meals in the class during recess time. As for thursday onwards, there will be student buddy from the upper class to assit him n guide him during recess period.
Recess time rather short, onyyyyyy 20 minutes nia, worried when the time he q up for food, n when he starts to sit down w his hot noodles, bell may ring anytime.
Mayb i more excited n worried too much for him. he should be fine lah.

2010-01-01T00:59:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year. 2010 is an exciting year cos alwis is in pri 1 liao.
woooooo, so different, new environment for him, hope he can cope well in his school work as well as he can mingle around w his new friends.
today is daddy birthday, we went picnic in the morning.the kids did enjoyed themselves.
At pasir ris park, c many groups if ppl waiting for boat to send them over to kelong.
sudden thought of gan dei who likes fishing sooo much. he can spent 3d2n at kelong w his friends fishing.
Such a boring hobby. but he can nvr enjoy tat anymore, we too cant hear him telling us stories of hw many fishes he caught.
tis few days i keep thinking about him, we no longer can c him laughing , joking n gossiping about others.
the food that he likes, the mahjong that he always played, the place he works. all n all about him. when he is around we feel he naggy, when he is nt aound nw, i just feel empty.
heard about he cant even go into his own hse, that's sad. he just stand outside n stare at his own daughter...........
life is so unpredictable.

Anyway since is a new year, my year resolution is do help my boy to study well for his exam. make sure he no longer behave lazy..........

2009-12-23T05:44:00.000-08:00

lol, my birthday passssss, n christmas cming.
School reopens in 2 weeks time, i just get ready alwis's school bag, n sm stationery.
wonder hw he would be like the first day of pri 1, sure very funny
he so timid, i think he may cry anytime
wonder if he can cope in a new environment w many new faces, new rules, new teachers.
hope everything will go smoothly as i wish

2009-12-18T17:53:00.000-08:00

Wat a terrible 2009. It seems like everyone is nt getting very well as in terms of health.
Daddy got a gut stone, did an operation. God father peter gt lung cancer, n did nt pass through it, he passed away just a mth ago. after that uncle gary gt stone again, n oso he did an operation. but heard that he is still weak n no much appetite. nw ivy oso have termoid cysts n did an 3 hole surgery yesterday nite. Luckily she is fine. Wat a damn lousy year. I hope n wish everyone will be in good health next year. no sick no pain.

Just came back from Japan tokyo few days ago. A tiring trip sia, need a lot of walking n climbing up stairs. my stupid pram fallen apart just the first day. suay lor, carry the naughty meimei the whole trip. u noe wat, a pram in japan costs sin 700plus, siao bo.

we went to many places, the most happy thing is my hubby bought me so many bags which i long wanted. spend alot on bags alone, eating in japan is the most expensive thing.
1 soup noodle w 2 small prok cost sin 15 at least. so xxxxxxxxxxxxx.
1 curry rice w nothing just curry 12plus sin.
but chocolate is very cheap, maggie noodle oso cost 1.50 sin.

we went to harajuku that is full of ppl just like ants. we went hakone , we saw mt fuji. we took the cable ride, we stay at shinjuku which is a 4star hotel, nothing fantastic to say about the hotel.
1 thing about japanese is they r tooooo obedient. upbringing is better than us definelty, even they r small grp of ppl who r uncivilised.

when they take escalator , they have to stand on the left side n on the right is for ppl who r rushing n anyway they r seen always rushing to any where anyplace, any time any day. hahahaha
n even taking train or lift they just squeezeeeee u like sardines, thats y their h1n1 spread so fast, they r always so closeeeee to one another. n u can c everywhere ppl sneeze n cough. cough is most common. very small grp of ppl weraing mask.

their disneyland is nice n big. so big that we cant even finish walking, we went to disneysea too, nt bad either, an experience, very nice scenery. their sky darkened at 4.30. just like 9pm in sin very dark.

let me choose again i dun wan to bring kids for holidays, it toooooo tiring for me n them,
i cant really enjoy that much, no choice they r always so active running around.

2009-12-03T06:55:00.000-08:00

Starting to pack up my bag for my family japan trip this cming monday.
soo many clothes to bring n hv to try to squeezeeeee all in the 29inch luggage.
just hope that we need not bring extra bag cos we still hv a pram to bring along
nw is winter season in japan, just wish it snow when we reach there.

so glad that i always get to travel every year. i hv to thank my husband for working so hard for the family.

another week has gone. tomorrow is gan dei 2nd 7days. realli wonder hw is he doing. realli miss him. realli thinking have he collected all the items we burnt for him.
Burnt, what a word to use. No more buying him present. we can ony burnt it to him, n realli wonder will he ever receive them, is it true that he will get it?
life can be soo unfair
life can be so short
life can be so scary

2009-12-01T07:13:00.000-08:00

It has been such a long time since i worte my last blog in july. Time flies...... things changes. From the day Earlina is born, from the day i got wati as a helper, from the day i called peter as godfather........ Now all change, my helper change, my girl has grown older, and my godfather is no longer around.

Still remember those days when i see him quarrelling w maggie just opposite our amk 3rm flat.
still remember i always go northpoint city chain to get pocket money from him
still remember i always ask him for gifts
still remember i always get nagging from him when i wanted a new handphn
still remember the day when they both got married n i was helping around
all n all those days

i just cant tell myself n cant stop myself for remembering all those days.
even tho he is not around us nw,
even tho he might not turn up in our dreams
even tho i cant call him anymore
i will still remember him deep in my heart

crying may show that i am weak
but who can understand hw close he is to me
i did not get to c him when he was breathless lying there
i didn even get to shout out or even tell him that i love you gan dei

he promised he will protect me frm getting bullied but he nvr
he say we still gt time to go many places to eat n enjoy ourselves but he nvr make it

it realli make me feel so dramatic
it is like we can ony see it on TV n nvr that real
but it just happen
happen to me n ppl around me
he just gone , gone forever
Gan dei, everyone loves u, n we hope u know we miss yr laughter, miss yr face, miss yr funny jokes..........................................

2009-07-24T03:06:00.001-07:00

erhhhh . the blog like plain plain one leh ?

Cleo .

2009-07-15T08:09:00.001-07:00

cleoooo can help me recreate the blog skin
very difficult to c leh

2009-07-15T08:06:00.000-07:00

these few days have been wandering around with alwis classmates mothers......
been too many coffee shop, eat many different food, now then realize sembawang food is realli sooo lousy,

2009-07-06T07:05:00.000-07:00

woo went to zoo yesterday so tired. old liao. at least alwis did enjoyed himself. but for me i think hor shopping better

2009-07-03T01:10:00.001-07:00

school holidays over, genting trip over, chalet oso over
nw waiting for alwis pri 1 registration
school starts means get fatter becos every morning eat breakfast with all the mothers
meimei birthday cming soon dun noe wan celebrate or nt ...................................

2009-05-30T21:58:00.000-07:00

time flies............school holidays liao
freeeeeee time
genting trip lah chalet lah
wow hw i wish the time will hold on when on trips
after taking turns being sick, nw all well n happy

2009-05-02T01:15:00.000-07:00

yoyo i gt a new mp4. daddy buy for me since i loves to listen to music everynite using my laptop. haha but i so outdated go tracy hse ask babu for help
i dun noe hw to dwnload songs leh, so stupid
aiyoooo, lucky babu give me a program for dwnload songs
still struggling very hard to learn
so i can put in picture, videos lah, n of cos music lor
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-04-21T23:36:00.000-07:00

soooo long nvr write liao.very busy everyday
life as mother not easy leh everyday so many things to do, hsework lah kids homework lah blah blah blah
Alwis hates chinese so when i ask him to chinese hmwork sure eyes wet wet de
if pri 1 canot catch up then becm me eyes wet wet
sian
weather soooo hot
when then can move house
big big house
chg all furnitures
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-04-10T21:46:00.000-07:00

11 April 2009

2009-04-10T21:39:00.000-07:00

Hi , this is my first blog. Cleo my cousin created this blog for me. So finally i can say many things on my ownnnnn blog, hahahahhaha
Nw is 12.41pm, i am at tracy hse. Normally i will drop by to her hse every wkend
alwis just love to play here w troy n tiara so i just sit dwn n day dream
keke