lol, my birthday passssss, n christmas cming.
School reopens in 2 weeks time, i just get ready alwis's school bag, n sm stationery.
wonder hw he would be like the first day of pri 1, sure very funny
he so timid, i think he may cry anytime
wonder if he can cope in a new environment w many new faces, new rules, new teachers.
hope everything will go smoothly as i wish

Wat a terrible 2009. It seems like everyone is nt getting very well as in terms of health.
Daddy got a gut stone, did an operation. God father peter gt lung cancer, n did nt pass through it, he passed away just a mth ago. after that uncle gary gt stone again, n oso he did an operation. but heard that he is still weak n no much appetite. nw ivy oso have termoid cysts n did an 3 hole surgery yesterday nite. Luckily she is fine. Wat a damn lousy year. I hope n wish everyone will be in good health next year. no sick no pain.

Just came back from Japan tokyo few days ago. A tiring trip sia, need a lot of walking n climbing up stairs. my stupid pram fallen apart just the first day. suay lor, carry the naughty meimei the whole trip. u noe wat, a pram in japan costs sin 700plus, siao bo.

we went to many places, the most happy thing is my hubby bought me so many bags which i long wanted. spend alot on bags alone, eating in japan is the most expensive thing.
1 soup noodle w 2 small prok cost sin 15 at least. so xxxxxxxxxxxxx.
1 curry rice w nothing just curry 12plus sin.
but chocolate is very cheap, maggie noodle oso cost 1.50 sin.

we went to harajuku that is full of ppl just like ants. we went hakone , we saw mt fuji. we took the cable ride, we stay at shinjuku which is a 4star hotel, nothing fantastic to say about the hotel.
1 thing about japanese is they r tooooo obedient. upbringing is better than us definelty, even they r small grp of ppl who r uncivilised.

when they take escalator , they have to stand on the left side n on the right is for ppl who r rushing n anyway they r seen always rushing to any where anyplace, any time any day. hahahaha
n even taking train or lift they just squeezeeeee u like sardines, thats y their h1n1 spread so fast, they r always so closeeeee to one another. n u can c everywhere ppl sneeze n cough. cough is most common. very small grp of ppl weraing mask.


their disneyland is nice n big. so big that we cant even finish walking, we went to disneysea too, nt bad either, an experience, very nice scenery. their sky darkened at 4.30. just like 9pm in sin very dark.

let me choose again i dun wan to bring kids for holidays, it toooooo tiring for me n them,
i cant really enjoy that much, no choice they r always so active running around.

Starting to pack up my bag for my family japan trip this cming monday.
soo many clothes to bring n hv to try to squeezeeeee all in the 29inch luggage.
just hope that we need not bring extra bag cos we still hv a pram to bring along
nw is winter season in japan, just wish it snow when we reach there.

so glad that i always get to travel every year. i hv to thank my husband for working so hard for the family.

another week has gone. tomorrow is gan dei 2nd 7days. realli wonder hw is he doing. realli miss him. realli thinking have he collected all the items we burnt for him.
Burnt, what a word to use. No more buying him present. we can ony burnt it to him, n realli wonder will he ever receive them, is it true that he will get it?
life can be soo unfair
life can be so short
life can be so scary

It has been such a long time since i worte my last blog in july. Time flies...... things changes. From the day Earlina is born, from the day i got wati as a helper, from the day i called peter as godfather........ Now all change, my helper change, my girl has grown older, and my godfather is no longer around.

Still remember those days when i see him quarrelling w maggie just opposite our amk 3rm flat.
still remember i always go northpoint city chain to get pocket money from him
still remember i always ask him for gifts
still remember i always get nagging from him when i wanted a new handphn
still remember the day when they both got married n i was helping around
all n all those days

i just cant tell myself n cant stop myself for remembering all those days.
even tho he is not around us nw,
even tho he might not turn up in our dreams
even tho i cant call him anymore
i will still remember him deep in my heart

crying may show that i am weak
but who can understand hw close he is to me
i did not get to c him when he was breathless lying there
i didn even get to shout out or even tell him that i love you gan dei

he promised he will protect me frm getting bullied but he nvr
he say we still gt time to go many places to eat n enjoy ourselves but he nvr make it

it realli make me feel so dramatic
it is like we can ony see it on TV n nvr that real
but it just happen
happen to me n ppl around me
he just gone , gone forever
Gan dei, everyone loves u, n we hope u know we miss yr laughter, miss yr face, miss yr funny jokes..........................................