It has been such a long time since i worte my last blog in july. Time flies...... things changes. From the day Earlina is born, from the day i got wati as a helper, from the day i called peter as godfather........ Now all change, my helper change, my girl has grown older, and my godfather is no longer around.

Still remember those days when i see him quarrelling w maggie just opposite our amk 3rm flat.
still remember i always go northpoint city chain to get pocket money from him
still remember i always ask him for gifts
still remember i always get nagging from him when i wanted a new handphn
still remember the day when they both got married n i was helping around
all n all those days

i just cant tell myself n cant stop myself for remembering all those days.
even tho he is not around us nw,
even tho he might not turn up in our dreams
even tho i cant call him anymore
i will still remember him deep in my heart

crying may show that i am weak
but who can understand hw close he is to me
i did not get to c him when he was breathless lying there
i didn even get to shout out or even tell him that i love you gan dei

he promised he will protect me frm getting bullied but he nvr
he say we still gt time to go many places to eat n enjoy ourselves but he nvr make it

it realli make me feel so dramatic
it is like we can ony see it on TV n nvr that real
but it just happen
happen to me n ppl around me
he just gone , gone forever
Gan dei, everyone loves u, n we hope u know we miss yr laughter, miss yr face, miss yr funny jokes..........................................